It hurts.
Being disappointed by your closest people.
Being lost in your so-called comfort zone.
Not recognizing those you once called “Best Friends”
Not feeling safe.
Not feeling comfortable.
Not finding a shoulder to cry on.
Not being able to talk your heart out.
Not trusting those you once trusted with your darkest secrets.
Feeling fooled.
Feeling lonely while surrounded by them.
And yet, they don’t see it.
They don’t understand it.
They see you are the problem.
You are the reason.
And all you can do at the time, is staying silent and swallowing your pain deep down that your gut would burn with your own fire.
And life goes on…